January 2012
8 minutes to New Years.
Haven’t had this much fun in ages…
There are some lovely kids, even if they are a little wild.
Smile, kid. Be happy. Stay young. Alone in this room for now, but time to head down.
Wish you were here, friend of mine. If you were, this really couldn’t be better.
Love you.
December 2011
Been a hell of a year, ain't it?
Things have changed…
Things really have changed a lot.
I would save your life.
Just to get the chance to punch you in the face.
Whoa-wai-wha-huh?
I-Wha-I don’t eve-Just-Whaaaa?
Is one day long enough to atone?
I wonder…
OKAY! CHALLENGE ACCEPTED.
10 things about me:
My name is William, but you probably already knew that.
I was born in April, on the 23rd day of the month. It’s a birthday I share with 3 people I know, oddly enough.
I’m a guy. That’s a point that’s needed clarification, time and time again, given the length of my hair. (Or at least, its former length.)
I like Yu-Gi-Oh. Yeah, call me a nerd or a...
I want to sleep.
Stupid mind, just shut down already.
Okay.
Okay, okay, okay. I got it. From here on, I do right by you.
I don't exactly have a best friend.
I’ve got buddies. And they’re pretty damn cool.
I guess it's back to the streets.
We’re feeling as good as love, you could, you can.
I should post more text.
Hi. I’m William. I don’t really know who I am. I’m sort of working through things right now, so excuse me if I come off as a jackass. I’ve been home-jumping, lately, trying to find somewhere I belong. I fall for girls in a flash, a little too quickly for my own liking. I like to think it’s just because I know what I like in a girl. I have no confidence, but...
Still hasn't changed a bit.
I still get dizzy when I see you smile. Something happens to me when I see you laugh. The brightness in your eyes brings out something new, something I find amazing, something so intimidating, and so refreshing. It’s a scary feeling, the adoration that your smile brings about in me makes me feel helplessly weak, and infallible in pursuit to see that smile just the same. The spark of your...
Boooo.
Doesn’t feel like Christmas.
Does age make everyone cynical?
...
Damn you, Hulu. Why do you stop me from watching my Yu-Gi-Oh?
How does anyone ever take me seriously?
My face just isn’t serious. Ever.
Oh, god.
I should not have drunk that hot chocolate. I’m burning now. It’s so hotttttt.
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I don't get it.
What do you see when you look at me? Is it the same thing I see in the mirror?
Ahh, well, I’ll figure it out eventually.
It's so much easier, assuming everyone hates you.
Always seems like someone is forgetting me.
Nyehh, nyehh, nyehh.
I know I can’t do much to help. I know I can’t stop you. I know I can’t do much to make you think twice. I know, I know, I know. But even if I can’t stop you, I know I can do something… Something worthwhile. Right?
I can't even speak when I look at you.
Everything goes all fuzzy, and my tongue goes numb, and I just… I can’t speak straight.
This time of the year, what I really end up...
Just an average girl. A nice smile, a cute voice. I always daydream about this girl, singing Christmas carols, all dressed up with her long red scarf. Her voice is near angelic - just the right tone to make you smile that bittersweet smile, the kind that you can only do when you remember the times when things were easier. I end up with lingering thoughts, images of a set of lips, cold and pink,...
I missed all of you guys. Some more than others,...
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McNair is still McNair, nothing has really...
I HAVE CARD BINDERS.
And I’m going to visit tomorrow, I don’t care if she says no, damnit.
Am I home?
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Well. That's some hard logic to argue against.
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Seriously.
The only thing I’m hearing from any of these candidates is, “Obama.” Why is that the only thing they’re capable of saying? Do they not have their own opinions?
Well, she's...
Different. And I like that.
What does it mean to be a part of a dying breed?
These days, things seem out of proportion.
Whether it’s the little things seeming larger than they should be, or the important things feeling insignificant, priorities feel out of order, recently.
The image never really mattered.
It was always the idea. The thought behind the image. The feelings. The heart, beating beneath the skin and bones.
If you know what you want, you have no reason to...
If you know where you’re going, there’s no reason to feel lost. I just gotta find a direction, and walk.
More than you could ever hope for, right?...
Maybe I could hope for just a little more. Just this once.
It's not gonna end with that, is it?
Nahh. The open window lets in more than just the cold night air.
Nehh, nehhh.
I’m a bad friend, right? I always put myself first, don’t I? I shouldn’t. Let me break, okay? I don’t want to bother you, anymore.
What do I have to do to prove that I'm living?
Don't deny yourself the right to hope.
Even if it means I have to tell it to myself...
I’ll do all I can to never forget. I deserve to be happy. I can be happy.
OKAY.
Goal for tomorrow: Start that conversation.
Fierce. That's the only word for it.
A fiery soul. Nothing is beyond your light. To all those who see you, there is life. To those you touch, destruction. To those close, warmth. You are fierce. It’s really the only way I know to say it.
You've never given me any reason to doubt you.
I’m not starting now. It may be stupid, but I’ll always believe in you.
Being on the outside looking in never seemed to bother me until now. But after all this time, the thin sheet of glass that separates me from the world has gotten foggy. I want to break through.
Scratch that last post. Dad’s back… time to hide. I hope I don’t end up sleeping in.
TONIGHT'S AGENDA.
New story. At least finish the introduction to the universe.
New sketch. Ehh, of an FF character, probably, or a cute girl. (Maybe I’ll look up her on Facebook and draw her…)
And if I have the time, homework.
I just really don’t think I can sleep tonight.